Thursday, September 3, 2015

Summer Wind: Chapter II: Apprehensive

Wash upon me, waves upon my shore,
As your love pulls me, erode me,
Slowly making me more new.
Stumbled into Love, I suppose I should make room.

They say a man only loves once in this life,
So either I never loved her, or this is a lie.
Resistance a futility, I'm confessing it's true,
As I stand here falling for you.

Like reading a book from end to beginning,
Not making any sense, possibly sinning,
Entrenched in loving you, but you're like my last,
Frantically searching for differences, praying this will pass.

Seemingly always falling for your type,
If I adjust my day, would I still find night,
And she proclaims she's not the same,
But my past hurts too much, to trust her with my name.

And my mind struggles against it all,
As her love screams forever.
Tugs between the two, a war of contradictions,
While I sit here, seeing times not the only thing I'm losing,

To her it sounds like fiction,
Saying my actions and words don't mince,
Looking at it now, she's right I think,
But what's stronger the foreboding this anguish to my soul,
Needing that perfected love that cast away these fears,
My love's so flawed but all I have to give.

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