I have no yearning to write, I prefer not to feel,
Rather than embrace this warmth,
Let me be numbing to the touch.
Yet that's a falsity, a luxury I am unable to obtain
As I wrestle against a force, that emanates from me again.
Uncertain what tomorrow brings, I should focus on you today,
Confusion on whether to pray that you'll never go away.
But as inevitable as the Sun will rise,
There will come a day you're no longer mine.
It's debatable if you ever were,
Misguided love causing me to see...what's not, feel...what's not.
I'm just a silly boy, in love with a beautiful girl,
I could swear this time will be different,
Often hoped that it would,
Told to be realistic, I wish that I could.
Dreaming dreams that we'll finally be,
Requiring faith I don't have, making it hard to believe.
Realizing for the first time, I'm clumsy,
Constantly falling in love.
Making me wonder, do I know what love is,
When I try to let it go, it only roars more to live.
And I accept love's conclusion, it only brings me to ruin,
So many times emotions for others in my past,
But for you, I always hoped it was the last.
My soul rages within, a furious storm,
If you go, I wouldn't be alarmed.
I'm stuck here, every moment wanting to be with you,
Lord, I wish you felt the same.
Attempting to hold on, only makes me the lame,
Unable to walk, definitely unable to see,
Why I always love the ones, who lack that love for me.
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