Confessions II: Lessons Unlearned

A rogue heart escapes its' confines,
But I secretly gave the key.
Try even if you fail,
Are the instructions it heeds.

Complements flow from my mouth,
When I knew that they shouldn't.
As my heart begins to paint the pictures,
When I thought that it wouldn't.

Emotions that should have stayed on ice,
Melted away seeing her that night.
No picture could do her justice,
Etched into my mind, her love I must win.

A gamble leads to the proverbial slip,
Possibly leaving a stain on our relationship.
As thoughts leak with no towel in sight,
I released what was on my mind that night.

Didn't intend discomfort, nor the slightest unease,
Even though that's what I feel if she were to leave.
Maybe it would have been better that I left,
A joy to behold, how could I refrain myself?

Someone operate quickly, relieve my soul,
So when she inspects, she only sees gold.
Strength to bare what I care not to unfold,
Bury my weakness deep in my soul.

For my heart's traveled where it shouldn't,
Attempted to do what I wouldn't.
But when I know it's the best she deserves,
I'll pursue again, a lesson unlearned.

Confessions II: I Just Wanna Know You

You’re a book I can’t put down,
Waiting for years for your arrival date,
And once in my hands, I can’t release.

May I shine on your pages, let me know more,
Engaged in your presence, delight in your soul?
Then like shopping sprees, take all of you in?

My lips part and she divulges herself,
She saying she's laid back and down to Earth.
Confirming my suspicions I know from whence she came,

Say your desires, I'll clearly transcribe,
Grab the paper and pen I keep by my side,
Rehearsing my notes, because your class is always in session.

I'll be the star pupil, the envy of others,
Perfect attendance, there's nothing I'm missing,
When it's for you I'll do more than assigned.

Giving you my all, but just a piece of you I'll cherish,
I recognize moments like this don't happen to anyone,
With a planet of 8 billion, you'll be the only one.

My ears attentive, as my thoughts are provoked,
Into beautiful interests and tales of a romantic's dream,
To possibly love a little longer the time we share.

Teach me your ways, let me not assume,
Which is the best way of loving you,
Wondrous is your heart to explore,
So with every breath I just want to know you.

Invisible

I can't remember why I called,
Hearing her across the line,
Scrambled reasons fall to the ground.
With each word her voice resonates,
Travelling through the halls of my soul.
My lips turn to smiles,
Gripping attempts to maintain.
"Console it man, or risk your flow".
Closing my eyes show some restraint
And see her pictured her by my side.
Knowing too well it's better to let her be.
Because if she were here,
I couldn't let her to leave.
Her absence from my life,
Like the dawns with no light.
Stubbornly I holding on to Hope,
As she whispers the Breath of Life,
Breath life, will you breathe again.
It's far more than a little personal,
Be more than a little close.
For she's elegance personified,
Presence like the Summer breeze,
A treasured laugh to all that hear.
Desiring her fulfilled wishes,
And to embrace Destiny's plan.
Leaving me to Love her longer,
Delaying movements to her heart,
To prolong the moments shared.
Even when unseen by heart's eyes,
She's always on my mind.