Friday, January 29, 2016

Winter's Song: Chapter VI: Carolina Blue

Traveled down dusty tobacco roads,
Where you're the only thing smoking.
Your beauty is a conundrum,
Seeing words to describe, have yet to be invented.

Your voice always soothes on the roughest days.
I'm never myself, sometimes more than myself.
As rationality escapes my mentality,
My punishment, wanting to know you more than before.

If I owned a thousand planes, you'll still be the only place I want to go.
Friendly skies for lovely eyes,
Warm heart, holding my ice cold hands,
Looking into your soul, I just want to be your man,
You're non traditional, never conventional.
Stronger than steel, yet silk to the touch,
Harder than Diamonds, yet softer than clouds,

Tell me again how much you care.
Always calling upon the best of me,
While others call for the rest of me.
Seeking my attention, but bankrupted gladly spent on you,
The more I focus, the more you come into view.

But the more engulfed in you, you may think less of me.
As I find that I'm more selfish than I ever knew,
When I realize I only want to be closer to you.
Pouting immaturely, because distance gets in my way.
Causing my countenance to fall, blissful thoughts fade away.

I'm cornered in self induced over thinking,
Tripping where I should stand.
Constantly warring against myself,
Something one of your caliber should never have to deal,
But you're the only person I can tell what's real.

You're the goal, that's yet to be obtained,
Knowing I don't want to live without you ever again.
Rather, will you be mine,
14th of February, for all time?

You've always been the greatest gift this man could find.
Years and Decades pass, your love stands against them all.
Admittedly loving you makes me more than dysfunctional.
Feeling guilt for thoughts I can never control.
When my fondest emotions are always of you,
Are followed by those in Carolina Blue.