Dear Future: Dying to Love

Unseen intentions, as it wasn't suppose to be,
Turning off senses to all the world I see.
God my exception, as I focus my rule,
Abiding in Him, I suddenly find you.

Content with talking and sharing life events,
A laugh here, a smile there.
Grown and yet silly as kids,
Realizing the best in each other as we live.

Walking His path I've found a friend,
Enjoying each breath while they exist.
Respected and admired, I care for you the more,
Willingly entrusting the contents of my heart.

Living in the purity of the wait,
That's now and forever not for debate.
As you stand before me in the mist of all,
I inhale to exhale you seen in loveliest of white.

Your dress does not truly convey, the pureness I know,
Embodiment of this man's desire, to have and to hold.
From this day forward, held hands will never part,
Hands gripped to the Love we've found.

Love worthy of bands unbreakable,
In exchange for love unshakable,
Standing on the Rock of our foundation,
A sure foundation, as our future is forged.

The heat and pressures of life, remedy impurities,
Allowing God's intended plan to shine so bright.
Lights the torch of hope, so others may believe,
That Love has not forgotten, and it never forgets.

Required to be willingly to die for you,
Easily fulfilled as I die to live for you, the Love of you.
Completely expressing my heart, my soul,
Today recorded for all time forever more.

The Love He'll Never Know

Dawn breaks like shattered glass within my mind,
Yet through shard pieces, I see the reflection of night.
Trials to struggles, struggles to find the light,
As rays of hope illuminate the scars of my heart.

Patched work recoveries and late night surgeries,
Left capsuled memories of how Love tired to mend.
Achieving where King's men have failed, I climb her wall,
Thinking he's worth the fall and the shell it may break.

He said he cared, wanted to spend the time,
But as excuses piled, it seemed like another line.
Counterfeit is his name, as he wasn't what he seemed,
Had me loving enough to climb these heights again.

Gazing into the horizon, hearing the same old lies,
Have dreams of forever, when the reality's goodbye.
A flood of tears, wash revealing the ruins of truth,
When shivering hands, released its' grip on fear.

As Night closes and wisdom brings the day in line,
I find conclusion to facts that arrived at deadline,
Learning to Love myself, a lesson that shouldn't wait.
So when He calls, I can't find time to conversate.

And right now all I pray and desire to be,
Is the new woman Destiny planned for me.
So when he broke my heart, there's no issue letting that go,
Because this is the Love he'll never know.

Confessions II: A Game of Love

It's excruciating to see the graceful Queen who pleas,
Perfectly out of place and forgetting her position.
Scratching my head, I desire clarity to understand why,
Just why do lovely women love the wrong guy?

Men who flow rivers from their eyes,
Results of violating a soul they shouldn't have touched.
Yet have their attention set for another to invest,
But only share enough to keep you at rest.

Like cement blocks your heart won't roam,
Even when Love knocks and knocks, you'll never go.
And as your heart cries for him, I too cry for you,
Because I know all to well, what you're going through.

Looking at him, I wonder why you entertain,
But you look at her and ponder the same.
"I could love you better", you mumble these lines,
Unknowingly authored by my heart, if you were to find.

Romancing her, she receives prime time,
As you wait late and stay in line.
And he'll get upset if you were to do the same,
20 questions and want to know his name.

He doesn't mind sharing his attention,
But not enough to give his heart to listen.
You say you're just friends as a cover statement,
Just to have something to fall to, if things get shaky.

More so to keep your mind at ease,
And forget what your heart really needs.
Freedom to explore without contemptment,
but that's what also causes slight resentment.

As much as you like him, I wish you'd love me more,
I wouldn't hold back to open Love's door.
Games of chance, are no places for Love and Romance,
Because to love you correctly requires a full investment,

If he says he loves you, we know that's truly a lie,
But I wish you'll love you more and be by my side.
Like chest pieces, I'm trying to capture the Queen,
But I'll do it as a King, with no side pieces in between.

Confessions II: Hello & Goodbye

It's true that when I see you I pray for rain,
For there's no place known for these feelings to hide.
Concealed emotions, camouflaged what causes pain,
But it rising from the ashes like the Sun again,

In search of your Love instinctively it's away.
But you said don't ever say goodbye, but let you go,
The difference between the two my heart doesn't know.
And I tried to place distance between us,

Asking to Love another, but Love betrays with dreams of you.
Is it God or my conscious that grants you entrance in my mind,
Completely defenseless, and my desires are clearly defined.
Least I recall gains and missing,

Like views of lovely lips made for kissing.
Caress of your touch on my shoulder,
Feeling your warm heart as you rest,
When laying your head on my beating chest.

Let my soul fall into your eyes,
Where we loved in truth escaping all lies,
We took a chance romance would be eternity,
And that love with you and I wished prolonged  the delayed,

Isolate this universe, narrow it to you and I.
So there's no witnesses, to the place where love died.
Nor one to hear the anguish of my soul,
And questions asked, with answers already known.

You were my dear friend, love and so more to me.
Slow my reaction, the beat, my heart slows in key, 
Undeniable the experiences that remind me why we Live and Die,
Because when I say Hello I never want to say Goodbye.