Summer Wind: Chapter VII: Expiration

She asked me if I'll remain the same,
I lied, and told her what I thought was true,
Thinking nothing could pull me away from you.
Patiently waiting for her to turn my way,
Since it never came, we had little to say.
She was content to put me in that zone,
So I reluctantly decided to let my heart roam.

She said she wanted to see me last night,
We're just friends, so guess that's alright.
Saying we haven't talked in a minute,
But Since I found someone else, my time well spent it.
She wants to know about her, and what's she like,
Giving her cliff notes versions, just to past the time.

Now she's showing interest in me she never did,
Touching me like I use to wish she would.
My heart's to another, so for her I'm empty inside,
Trying to keep a relationship, yet keep my relationship.
I'm giving every signal, that it's time for me to go,
But she wants me to stay like never before.

Deep down lamenting to my core,
Because I once loved you, and so much more.
There was nothing I wouldn't give,
Just to make us one, and forever we live.
Seems that's the game life tends plays,
When I wanted your love, it seemed delayed.
And now you see that I'm that guy,
Called me up, to give it a try.
I apologize, but I can't go your way,
Because I love her so much, I must be on my way.

Summer Wind: Chapter VI: Premonition

The night calmly whispers,
Constantly calling your name,
Holding my ears, shield me from the pain.
Remembering when you said,
You wish your were here,
Watching distance shatter love beneath our feet.

Seeing the woman I would try,
Is content with another guy.
Emotionally sorting her feelings,
Where's her place in his soul?
Those answers from me,
She already knows.

Propositions of me loving her,
She put's that on hold.
When he could have loved her he didn’t understand,
What would be an honor to be her man.
And I, believing against our Love there's no equal,

For in another time, we could be glorious,
In another place, God would have more for us.
But I care too much,
Sometimes I wish I didn't.
Wishing when it came to you,
Feelings remained hidden.

Since your heart's already taken,
I should probably let this moment pass.
Remembering the toying of my plastic soul,
Recycled, ever desiring for another chance.
Will I find a Love that will understand?
Still hold to hope that you will be mine,
But this premonition of Love says, not at this time.

Summer Wind: Chapter V: Questionnaire

Her voice tingles, apologizing for calling while I slept,
As if her voice wasn't who my ears most wanted to hear.
Little did she know I was dreaming of her,
So when I see her face on my phone while existing sleep,
She literally becomes the woman of my dreams.

And what's sleep in the concept of eternity?
If I lose an opportunity to get close to her,
Because when it comes to Love, she's all I want to do.
But lately it's come to this,
As she wonders if it's rationality I've miss.

Pondering how can I know for sure,
Shouldn't Love take more time to ensure,
Questioning if I really know what Love is,
Am I cuffing or could it be coincidental,
Is it more than chemicals affecting my mental.

Like Loving her could ever be that simple, and yet it is,
Like a destination it finally brings me home,
Where it hailed from I really wouldn't know.
And if I wrote in a million books, it would just be the forward,
Yet it drives me forward, because it's that strong.

She may never believe me, when I said I do,
If life would permit I'll gladly show it's true.
But since she asked, I'm more incline to answer,
If I knew it would bring some resolution,
Even I know love isn't the only solution.

But it's the only thing I have,
And what I have, I cherish,
Thoughts of you won't easily perish.
Because you don't ask the sun how it shines,
Nor do we ask why the tide rise.

Nor question the birds on how they sing,
Or who taught the salmon to return up stream.
Asking why I love you is really impossible to explain,
Easier for me to explain the science of falling rain.

Only God knows how he's created me to be,
For this purpose, can I refuse to be?
Born to love, is what I do,
Born to love you, how can I refuse?
If I were, then why should I exist?

With each breath it's a chance I can't miss.
In the hopes it's your affection I obtain,
Everyday I rise and desire to love you the same.
To daily fulfill your questionnaire of why,
When I say I love you, it's always truth and never lie.