Hidden Exposure: If We Kiss

From top to bottom, let me encapsulate all of you,
My eyes are drawn to where they shouldn't,
The path I see I know it's end.
Class in session but control is absent, I'm weak for you.
As your eyes call for me, my desire will never leave,

Whisper in my ears the words you shouldn't,
As I await to unveil your true intentions.
Let me bring life to your delight.
When every word you speak transcribes to mind.

My hands are frozen as they arrive where they shouldn't,
As my fingers map the canvas of your art.
Until restraint is no longer missed,
As reason evaporates, and no longer exists.

Lush lips pressed against my own, sweet to the touch,
A dance of our souls, as pleasure is released.
Light the way, as my body becomes your fire,
Forever incline to reside where I shouldn't.

The taste of her landscape, overwhelms my mind,
Smells of flowers drenched in fresh honey sunshine.
I should pull away but I'm entangled in a web I won't release,
Thoughts muted, scream she's not mine,
But I am incline to make her so, for just a time.

Her beauty is spectacular beyond the stars above,
Moves of passion telling me cater to more.
Nibbling on my lips, now fully immerse in hers,
As I entrench myself deeper in her arms, I can't let go.

Hearing you assure me it's your desire as well,
As time pauses, with our hearts now in sync.
Each second a moment beyond belief,
Are the ones that shouldn't be missed
But also are these results, if we were to kiss.

Hidden Exposure: What I Really Want to Say

I'll admit there's been a few interests,
But none to her degree,
As I find her difficult to miss,
And for that reason, that's just what I miss.

Because there isn't one like her in this or any world,
Who causes my soul to long for companionship, her companionship.
And like a ship, let the winds guide me to her heart,
As I selfishly attempt to have it for my own.

Yet I wisely release what should be given to all,
The beauty of her sou,l shared with this world.
I'm truly graced, as it is I, and I alone who am given the gift,
To see the morning Sun daily touch her face.

Her love to me is more precious than any I could comprehend,
Fine jewelry and gold, worthless before what never grows old.
I'm laughed to scorn because of the depths of my emotions,
For she is the one my Soul Loveth, for whom patiently I've waited.

Climbing the highest peaks, so the echos of my cries reach the Heavens,
I offer unhindered praise, beyond Earth's restraints.
Hear my voice oh Lord, as you've gave what man could not do on his own,
Experiencing the greatest Love, a man could ever know.

His path, my model I follow His lead,
So I give my all to whom I was created to love,
Knowing He had her in mind, I'll forever struggle to understand
How He could give me this much, when I'm just a man.

Dear Future: Dying to Love

Unseen intentions, as it wasn't suppose to be,
Turning off senses to all the world I see.
God my exception, as I focus my rule,
Abiding in Him, I suddenly find you.

Content with talking and sharing life events,
A laugh here, a smile there.
Grown and yet silly as kids,
Realizing the best in each other as we live.

Walking His path I've found a friend,
Enjoying each breath while they exist.
Respected and admired, I care for you the more,
Willingly entrusting the contents of my heart.

Living in the purity of the wait,
That's now and forever not for debate.
As you stand before me in the mist of all,
I inhale to exhale you seen in loveliest of white.

Your dress does not truly convey, the pureness I know,
Embodiment of this man's desire, to have and to hold.
From this day forward, held hands will never part,
Hands gripped to the Love we've found.

Love worthy of bands unbreakable,
In exchange for love unshakable,
Standing on the Rock of our foundation,
A sure foundation, as our future is forged.

The heat and pressures of life, remedy impurities,
Allowing God's intended plan to shine so bright.
Lights the torch of hope, so others may believe,
That Love has not forgotten, and it never forgets.

Required to be willingly to die for you,
Easily fulfilled as I die to live for you, the Love of you.
Completely expressing my heart, my soul,
Today recorded for all time forever more.

The Love He'll Never Know

Dawn breaks like shattered glass within my mind,
Yet through shard pieces, I see the reflection of night.
Trials to struggles, struggles to find the light,
As rays of hope illuminate the scars of my heart.

Patched work recoveries and late night surgeries,
Left capsuled memories of how Love tired to mend.
Achieving where King's men have failed, I climb her wall,
Thinking he's worth the fall and the shell it may break.

He said he cared, wanted to spend the time,
But as excuses piled, it seemed like another line.
Counterfeit is his name, as he wasn't what he seemed,
Had me loving enough to climb these heights again.

Gazing into the horizon, hearing the same old lies,
Have dreams of forever, when the reality's goodbye.
A flood of tears, wash revealing the ruins of truth,
When shivering hands, released its' grip on fear.

As Night closes and wisdom brings the day in line,
I find conclusion to facts that arrived at deadline,
Learning to Love myself, a lesson that shouldn't wait.
So when He calls, I can't find time to conversate.

And right now all I pray and desire to be,
Is the new woman Destiny planned for me.
So when he broke my heart, there's no issue letting that go,
Because this is the Love he'll never know.

Confessions II: A Game of Love

It's excruciating to see the graceful Queen who pleas,
Perfectly out of place and forgetting her position.
Scratching my head, I desire clarity to understand why,
Just why do lovely women love the wrong guy?

Men who flow rivers from their eyes,
Results of violating a soul they shouldn't have touched.
Yet have their attention set for another to invest,
But only share enough to keep you at rest.

Like cement blocks your heart won't roam,
Even when Love knocks and knocks, you'll never go.
And as your heart cries for him, I too cry for you,
Because I know all to well, what you're going through.

Looking at him, I wonder why you entertain,
But you look at her and ponder the same.
"I could love you better", you mumble these lines,
Unknowingly authored by my heart, if you were to find.

Romancing her, she receives prime time,
As you wait late and stay in line.
And he'll get upset if you were to do the same,
20 questions and want to know his name.

He doesn't mind sharing his attention,
But not enough to give his heart to listen.
You say you're just friends as a cover statement,
Just to have something to fall to, if things get shaky.

More so to keep your mind at ease,
And forget what your heart really needs.
Freedom to explore without contemptment,
but that's what also causes slight resentment.

As much as you like him, I wish you'd love me more,
I wouldn't hold back to open Love's door.
Games of chance, are no places for Love and Romance,
Because to love you correctly requires a full investment,

If he says he loves you, we know that's truly a lie,
But I wish you'll love you more and be by my side.
Like chest pieces, I'm trying to capture the Queen,
But I'll do it as a King, with no side pieces in between.

Confessions II: Hello & Goodbye

It's true that when I see you I pray for rain,
For there's no place known for these feelings to hide.
Concealed emotions, camouflaged what causes pain,
But it rising from the ashes like the Sun again,

In search of your Love instinctively it's away.
But you said don't ever say goodbye, but let you go,
The difference between the two my heart doesn't know.
And I tried to place distance between us,

Asking to Love another, but Love betrays with dreams of you.
Is it God or my conscious that grants you entrance in my mind,
Completely defenseless, and my desires are clearly defined.
Least I recall gains and missing,

Like views of lovely lips made for kissing.
Caress of your touch on my shoulder,
Feeling your warm heart as you rest,
When laying your head on my beating chest.

Let my soul fall into your eyes,
Where we loved in truth escaping all lies,
We took a chance romance would be eternity,
And that love with you and I wished prolonged  the delayed,

Isolate this universe, narrow it to you and I.
So there's no witnesses, to the place where love died.
Nor one to hear the anguish of my soul,
And questions asked, with answers already known.

You were my dear friend, love and so more to me.
Slow my reaction, the beat, my heart slows in key, 
Undeniable the experiences that remind me why we Live and Die,
Because when I say Hello I never want to say Goodbye.

Confessions II: Lessons Unlearned

A rogue heart escapes its' confines,
But I secretly gave the key.
Try even if you fail,
Are the instructions it heeds.

Complements flow from my mouth,
When I knew that they shouldn't.
As my heart begins to paint the pictures,
When I thought that it wouldn't.

Emotions that should have stayed on ice,
Melted away seeing her that night.
No picture could do her justice,
Etched into my mind, her love I must win.

A gamble leads to the proverbial slip,
Possibly leaving a stain on our relationship.
As thoughts leak with no towel in sight,
I released what was on my mind that night.

Didn't intend discomfort, nor the slightest unease,
Even though that's what I feel if she were to leave.
Maybe it would have been better that I left,
A joy to behold, how could I refrain myself?

Someone operate quickly, relieve my soul,
So when she inspects, she only sees gold.
Strength to bare what I care not to unfold,
Bury my weakness deep in my soul.

For my heart's traveled where it shouldn't,
Attempted to do what I wouldn't.
But when I know it's the best she deserves,
I'll pursue again, a lesson unlearned.

Confessions II: I Just Wanna Know You

You’re a book I can’t put down,
Waiting for years for your arrival date,
And once in my hands, I can’t release.

May I shine on your pages, let me know more,
Engaged in your presence, delight in your soul?
Then like shopping sprees, take all of you in?

My lips part and she divulges herself,
She saying she's laid back and down to Earth.
Confirming my suspicions I know from whence she came,

Say your desires, I'll clearly transcribe,
Grab the paper and pen I keep by my side,
Rehearsing my notes, because your class is always in session.

I'll be the star pupil, the envy of others,
Perfect attendance, there's nothing I'm missing,
When it's for you I'll do more than assigned.

Giving you my all, but just a piece of you I'll cherish,
I recognize moments like this don't happen to anyone,
With a planet of 8 billion, you'll be the only one.

My ears attentive, as my thoughts are provoked,
Into beautiful interests and tales of a romantic's dream,
To possibly love a little longer the time we share.

Teach me your ways, let me not assume,
Which is the best way of loving you,
Wondrous is your heart to explore,
So with every breath I just want to know you.

Invisible

I can't remember why I called,
Hearing her across the line,
Scrambled reasons fall to the ground.
With each word her voice resonates,
Travelling through the halls of my soul.
My lips turn to smiles,
Gripping attempts to maintain.
"Console it man, or risk your flow".
Closing my eyes show some restraint
And see her pictured her by my side.
Knowing too well it's better to let her be.
Because if she were here,
I couldn't let her to leave.
Her absence from my life,
Like the dawns with no light.
Stubbornly I holding on to Hope,
As she whispers the Breath of Life,
Breath life, will you breathe again.
It's far more than a little personal,
Be more than a little close.
For she's elegance personified,
Presence like the Summer breeze,
A treasured laugh to all that hear.
Desiring her fulfilled wishes,
And to embrace Destiny's plan.
Leaving me to Love her longer,
Delaying movements to her heart,
To prolong the moments shared.
Even when unseen by heart's eyes,
She's always on my mind.

Miss(ed) Opportunity

Fascinatingly amazing, least of a thousand words,
Attempting to illuminate what God already knows.
None can compare to her, when far above rubies,
Allurement wrapped in a sea of crystal grace.

She’s pure elation mingled with steamed delight,
Her engaging soul is Heaven’s finest release.
Admiring as she soars above the clouds.
A single encounter leaves me grounded,

Touching the stars, she’s more than imagined.
I count to the second, until next we meet.
To have not known her sooner is my regret,
Petitioning Time to return to the day I saw you first.

Friendship to Love, could have been to what is,
A fantasy I hold finding he has your heart and hand,
Because Love is not required to reschedule appointments missed,
Realizing even when I didn't know you, You've always been missed.

Psalms of Love Series: His Delight

I bless the Lord for all His benefits,

His tender mercies are beyond my comprehension,
For His creation is beyond measure,
And with His hands has He sculpted her.
Through the storm and the fire,
He forged her with strength and power,
Her heart clings to Him as a lover long not seen,
His glorious daughter of Zion,
He has placed her in high places,
And in my eyes there is no other.
Her beauty causes the Earth to tremble,
Even the sea remembers her name.
She is His delight, she is my Love.
I marvel at His blessing, and His lovely gift.
A gift I don't feel worthy to behold, let alone hold.
For I am smitten with her words,
And by her love I am revived every morning,
With a finger she stirs my soul,
Yielding more praise to her designer.
My lips offer praise to His name continually,
For He who created the universe causes me to Love,
Even as He has loved, His gifts are far beyond diamonds,
More lovely than precious stones,
And His creation is far beyond measure.

Day 40: Following Breadcrumbs

You are my heart, my Love, the desire of my soul,

I appreciate being able to express myself so bold,
Leaking feelings and not have them touch the ground,
Sounds of Love produce when we're so close,
It's rhythm reeks of melodies refusing to be heard alone,
My eyes uncluttered revealing the glory before me,
Thinking how best to love you and in so many ways,
Pleasing you, making your happiness my greatest achievement,
Noticing I haven't wanted that for another in a while.
But now I want this forever, you always, refuse to let us go,
God speaks making the echos of my thoughts now silent.
Chasing His direction, a path that leads to purpose,
Rendezvousing where Love resides a trail never cold to you nor I.

Day 15: Interception

Yesterday I picked up a letter; I thought it was for me,

It stole my attention as I began to read,
And my heart refusing to put it down,
As the day calmed, the world made no sound.

Unconsciously rehearsing in my mind, never to forget,
Of the one they spoke and for whom it was sent,
The Heavenly Hosts had missed their friend,
As she came to Earth for a time to spend.

It told how they comforted, while in her pain,
Or assisted in avoiding ones who sought to do the same,
Seeing her family and helped nurture their souls,
As they carried her prayers when things seemed cold.

Loving how she grew stronger through the storm,
And how she held to God to keep her warm,
Then cheering and praising Him as she overcame,
And how they find joy at the mention of her name.

Missing her voice and its beautiful sound,
How she always smiled, as she wore her crown,
Finding victory, when others ran away,
How she called on God to lead her way.

I marveled at how amazing this person could be,
That cause Heaven to write across time and sea,
And sharing these same feelings for the only Angel I knew,
I knew the recipient of this letter had to be you.

Day 1: Growing

Truly wonderful, a splendid creation, 

Godly refined inspiration,  

Beyond what I've known. 

Now I find myself loving you more, 

With the same Love used to create you. 

Yes, as God had you in mind, 

A soul so radiant it cures the blind. 

Now because of God, once blind now I see, 

A friend turned lover to me, and I do love her so. 

When she shines the Sun is dimmed, 

As she makes her appearance, my soul rejoice, 

For my desire is to fulfill her desires, as He desires.

She possess all that I ever wanted or thought I needed, 

But it's what He knew I needed. 

My heart grows every more and has alot to say, 

Seeing its constantly renewed as it was the first day.