Summer Wind: Chapter IV: Salutations

Dispense with time,
Let me speak of more than you.
Explanatory is this exposition,
As I share my current position.
Recalling the pains of Life,
Shackling me in submission.
Showing no concerns for my tears,
Or why my soul mourned.
Tattered Heart bleeding,
And how it was torn.
Internally crying rivers,
Never to World see.
How so I loved you,
And what it did to me.
Death could not capture,
So my Faith yet remained.
Surviving another day,
As growth claimed my name.
Heart no longer in pieces,
A smile sewed to my face.
While Hope lives again,
And in Love I find Grace.

Summer Wind: Chapter III: Atrophy

Walls crumbling, and I don't even care,
This rain clears my mind, leaving only you here.
Life without you I can no longer deny,
And it doesn't matter if you ever reply.
You're contagious, but there's no remedy,
The essence of your heart crystal clear to me.
Because in your presence I'm secretly weak for you,
I already know what I want to do,.
Courageously violating rules I've held within,
Releasing locks as my heart militarily falls in.
My Dear, you've always had my attention,
The choices I make today risk my suspension.
Don't ask me to stop, why should I behave,
It's only your beauty that's eclipsed by your soul in waves.
My soul's on fire, causing me to want more,
Don't walk away, let your gaze endure.
Selfishly I announce my position,
Because I won't struggle with your decision.
But if I enter your heart how deep could you love?
Tell me the deepest things you never wanted to show.
With your amazing intelligence there's no hiding what's already known
Yet my lips desire to whisper these words in your ear.
I'll love you forever, bring your heart here.

Summer Wind: Chapter II: Apprehensive

Wash upon me, waves upon my shore,
As your love pulls me, erode me,
Slowly making me more new.
Stumbled into Love, I suppose I should make room.

They say a man only loves once in this life,
So either I never loved her, or this is a lie.
Resistance a futility, I'm confessing it's true,
As I stand here falling for you.

Like reading a book from end to beginning,
Not making any sense, possibly sinning,
Entrenched in loving you, but you're like my last,
Frantically searching for differences, praying this will pass.

Seemingly always falling for your type,
If I adjust my day, would I still find night,
And she proclaims she's not the same,
But my past hurts too much, to trust her with my name.

And my mind struggles against it all,
As her love screams forever.
Tugs between the two, a war of contradictions,
While I sit here, seeing times not the only thing I'm losing,

To her it sounds like fiction,
Saying my actions and words don't mince,
Looking at it now, she's right I think,
But what's stronger the foreboding this anguish to my soul,
Needing that perfected love that cast away these fears,
My love's so flawed but all I have to give.