Thursday, July 12, 2018

#184 Your Faith In Me

Becoming too familiar,
Attempting to love you as my own soul,
Now wishing I had loved it more.
Easily provoked,
Even though you had good intentions,
You're so in my circle you've become the point.

So when you're just being you,
I sometimes forget the point.
Should have never gone that far,
Hearing the words I've warn my son.

Getting emotional,
It's a place we don't fair too well.
Voicing my inner, now hoping you don't farewell.
Saying I love you is never enough,
Because I said that to others, their memories now dust.

There has to be another level that we can view,
If I put you first would that be so new?
Because lately I'll admit I've been thinking of myself,
If I take care of my own desires is there any love for you left?

Asking forgiveness, because I can't let you go,
Asking for forgiveness, because I was wrong, this I know.
I should've covered your moves, I let you go alone,
Now even if we're good, there's things I still have to atone.

Because I've sin against you, and it's easy to see,
I should have given my life, before my words would leave.
And those words shouldn't have come from a tainted place,
When your heart isn't the type of gift I to waste.
So let me be, what I wasn't but your dreams knew I could be,
The only man you'll ever need.... Please Believe.