Truth Carried

If I were to marry, it would still be you,
I’ve connected my heart, to one I barely knew,
Months later, seeing it fall before my face,
Loved lost again, now feeling disgraced,
I’ll be your friend, knowing it could have been more,
I wonder if you also regret what fate had in store?
I want to open up and say I’ll be ready to love again,
But failure doesn’t easily release its hold over me,
As I moved on, each encounter with you unearths pieces of my heart,
Hope in us, begins to reconnect the parts,
I remember you said you never wanted to see my face,
Phone number, friendship all erased,
Me wondering was what we had that fleeting?
Is there nothing more to our faithful meeting?
And yet I’m able to forgive what was said,
Then you bond with me, I think you’re feeling the same,
Why do I find myself attracted like a moth to a flame,
Do I foolishly give love all the blame,
Full circle my heart deals with truth carried that never went away,
I love you now, as I did on that first day,
But I’ll never say, until it’s too late
I hope there’s still time before your wedding date.