No words written or spoken can clearly do you justice,
Taking advantage of fleeting moments when it was just us,
Apologizing for my wrongs may not hold the pure value of its meaning,
For all the wrong I committed and your heart I was deceiving,
Lies upon lies and more tend to follow,
Streaming from my mouth to your ear, making them hard to inhale,
Lies upon lies and all in attempts to be intimate,
To steal what you treasured and held so close,
Your trust in me, ever increasingly making it difficult to believe,
Forgiveness make’s this my Heart’s earnest plea,
Even scraping the bottom of my soul,
Words displayed without feeling, even in HD can seem so old,
And I return saying this time things will be all new,
Still contemplating the fear of hurting you,
Cheated on you, ruining expectations with unknown, but carefully placed deceit,
Like beginning a race, when you’re sure of defeat,
For God alone has the strength to change this bruised perception,
Because when you see me coming, all you see is deception,
Saying I love you, as if it was the savior,
Like those words alone could excuse my behavior,
Bringing things under the umbrella of forgiveness,
Am I being honest, or just trying to give you the business?
Thinking with the wrong head, most times not thinking at all,
How you managed to loved me, when you should be appalled,
Attempting to erase tear stained cheeks,
Am I eligible to build you up, when I made you weep?
Not giving you the credit deserve, seeing that you were so strong,
To still have the ability to Love again and forgive my wrongs,
Seeking clemency for crimes committed against your heart,
This is just a message in the hopes the healing starts,
For my sorrow cannot turn back the past,
But Love can over shadow all, if you’ll just let it pass.
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