Still wondering if discussing it is right.
Unsure if saying this is for your sake or mine,
Contemplating if these words have missed their place and time.
So sore at knowing I caused you pain,
Selfish of me for bringing up an old stain.
Because though I never said, I can't let this go,
Especially finding you wanted more.
Crushed at hearing tears fell from your eyes,
Worst the cause was me, I just wanted to hide.
Even now you a beautiful heart,
Wish it wasn't my foolishness that moved us apart.
Unworthy to even think what could have been,
As it causes strain to renew, no sight of an end.
Reaching out to you, not for the past to reclaim,
Only desiring in soul, your name always remains.
Confessing I should have waited on you,
Trying to return, only made me look desperate to you.
Ships passing in the night, desiring to be in sync,
Now lowering my pride, leaves me more to think.
Others asked for the world, I should have asked for you,
So when keeping me at arms length, I'll understand if you're through.
Seeking to apologetically make amends,
Though I doubt you'll completely forgive my sins.
Whether you do I may never know,
Buried in my grief, my head may never show.
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