It's not surprising, I deserved that and more,
She offered me what I couldn't receive,
Refusing to acknowledged her feelings, I'm to blame,
Unappreciative of what I couldn't comprehend,
Unknowing of the depths, the beauty it claimed.
Jokingly she'll say "You'll miss me when I'm gone".
I laughed, believing she'll always remain.
Realizing that she couldn't be wrong.
But I wouldn't let my feelings grow,
A longer story why I wouldn't let them show.
I missed her every second of the day,
Reaching out to her without success,
Now without her a happy life is all a mess.
Her friends say I should give her some space,
Mine talk about fish in the sea, and to look another way.
Why waste time, when you know who you want,
But I'm guilty of the same, I want her back,
And I was insane to take her for granted,
Thought she would be here with me, now I panic.
At times wondering if she's seeing someone else,
If so, is hope lost? Is there time left?
Having your love at my finger tips,
I was more than slow, I couldn't grasp.
Her barricade's a struggle, breaking through just to pass,
As long as I carry this breath in my body, I'll use my last.
But I didn't consider my heart may have to obtain,
The realization your love might never be mine again.
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