Broken

I fall weakened, tortured by the sound,
As my heart pounds repeatedly in my throat,
Prepared to burst upon all I hold dear.
Tears that would fall are stalled.
Fractured into a millions pieces,
Now dust, my soul sprinkles.
Like rain that should give life,
But darkness is all I feel,
When right at this time I don't want to feel.
Wondering how am I to live,
Feeling empty, I have nothing left to give.
These are the workings of my soul,
The things, that should be left untold.
I would never give another the chance,
You can have your "Happy Endings" and "Blissful Romance".
I can't see, I can't hear,
Embraced in the darkness.
I used to call for the light,
But I've become too accustomed to the night.
Thinking this is how it always ends,
No longer at Love trying to win.
I only hurt, if I try,
I only cry, when Love dies.
God take this pain away,
I should have never gone my own way.
Will you hear my plea,
Bloodied from too many times crawling on my knees.
Help me, this can't be where you want me to be,
How can loving someone bring this much grief.
Broken beyond repair, calling for sleep,
If I never wake up, will the world even weep.
But I'm only one, so life will go on,
So I find comfort in knowing that in time I can survive, if I just hold on.