Inner Me vs. Me: Change of Plans

Seems like today's that day...
I feel my life changing inside to out,
Still looking at my life, and trying to figure that out,
It seemed simpler to just focus on me,
Not looking around, and see what could be.
Often seeing potential,
But my heart wouldn't lead to the mental.
And like small children with playful smiles and dimples,
Love should be more simple.
And I smiled too, but it wasn't like this,
Didn't know what I didn't have or what I could miss,
Like the smell of her scent and lush lips to kiss,
And she storms into my life and fits right in,
Knowing it's about timing because I wasn’t ready for we,
But things switch and I can't see a life without you and I,
How can that be,
And I see myself changing to be a better man,
Friends say I'm a tad more happy,
Others say I'm a tad more sappy,
Both correct, and I can't complain,
Loving the way I feel when she calls my name.
Or when I tell her she’s special to me,
I know that my life had change,
Wondering how far I came, and the possibilities of where we could go.
Wondering if were led to the same name, God only knows,
Thinking we're not perfect, but we're perfection.
So glad God made her His selection,
Now I’ll admit I’m in no wise worthy of you,
Not because of anything I've done, but only you.