Vol I: This Love: Just Between You and Me

X. Just Between You and Me

Okay, sorry if this doesn't rhymn this time
I just have some things pouring from my mind.
At times I think too much about things
Like what will be, is and should have been.
I don't want to waste your time or mine,
I just hope that you're doing find.
Really I think I'm sick,
but for what ales me there's no fix.
Yeah I'm addicted to your presence
I still remember your lovely essence.
Constantly fighting the urge to contact you
While secretly wishing you contact me too.
If you're not feeling this it's for the best
My heart only has one place to find rest.
Yeah I should be sleep, but who could
with the sounds of my heart calling through the night.
Wishing that's you'll bite.
Though I've tried, it won't shut up.
Even though I never intended to move this fast,
I see you and forget the past.
Thoughts about how my life would change,
Should you ever come again.
Is what I feel for real,
Are you worthy even still.
Could these feeling be this strong,
Even when friends say move along.
Telling me there's 3 of you for every 1"T",
These types of saying amazes me.
But if what I'm feeling could fade that easily
That means I lied to you and lied to me.
How do I get you from showing up in every love song?
How do I see your picture and don't have flashbacks?
Why can't I be like the others?...I wonder?...
They have someone and move to the next one,
I see you and feel I've found the best one.
Am I fooling myself thinking that you're Mrs. Right?
What are the chances on this Night?
Could it be, that I was made to love,
A gift in the works to you from God above?
I'm still trying to figure it all out,
My heart says Hello when it shouts.
These are my hearts thoughts and rambles,
Sometimes for Love's sake you take this gamble.
If you're wondering if the whole world can see,
Don't worry this note is just between you and me.

Written: Wednesday, November 10, 2010 at 11:58pm