Confessions II: Hello & Goodbye

It's true that when I see you I pray for rain,
For there's no place known for these feelings to hide.
Concealed emotions, camouflaged what causes pain,
But it rising from the ashes like the Sun again,

In search of your Love instinctively it's away.
But you said don't ever say goodbye, but let you go,
The difference between the two my heart doesn't know.
And I tried to place distance between us,

Asking to Love another, but Love betrays with dreams of you.
Is it God or my conscious that grants you entrance in my mind,
Completely defenseless, and my desires are clearly defined.
Least I recall gains and missing,

Like views of lovely lips made for kissing.
Caress of your touch on my shoulder,
Feeling your warm heart as you rest,
When laying your head on my beating chest.

Let my soul fall into your eyes,
Where we loved in truth escaping all lies,
We took a chance romance would be eternity,
And that love with you and I wished prolonged  the delayed,

Isolate this universe, narrow it to you and I.
So there's no witnesses, to the place where love died.
Nor one to hear the anguish of my soul,
And questions asked, with answers already known.

You were my dear friend, love and so more to me.
Slow my reaction, the beat, my heart slows in key, 
Undeniable the experiences that remind me why we Live and Die,
Because when I say Hello I never want to say Goodbye.